Sunday, May 31, 2020

You Say You Want a Revolution





From race to space.  I’m glad to be witnessing an historic era but so far have only found one good thing to even mention:  two Americans just joined two Russians on the International Space Station.  Space flight sparks our imaginations and gives us hope for the future.  NOT Trump’s “Space Force” with its military implications, but true science and exploration. 

Science Fiction stories frequently do not end well.  Our favorites, Star Trek and Star Wars are frequently filled with interplanetary violence and generally duplicate all the bad things we have faced throughout history.  This year we are seeing every disastrous Sci-Fi theme played out in real time right now.

A pandemic disease is something that should be handled scientifically and medically.  But we now know it has become another political game and played in the style of each country’s leadership.  China, firmly and decisively; Germany, also decisive and intelligent.  The USA—just another government-by-tweet, blame someone else for every fuckup, and look for potential personal financial game in every possible reaction.  Oh, almost forgot—and lie a lot.

This year the inherent racism of the US Justice system has been stripped naked and paraded before the world.  The answer is no longer “Blowin’ in the Wind” but captured on video.  When does revolution happen?  When injustice is so extreme, the abused and the victimized can no longer contain their rage.  Yes, we don’t “condone violence”.  We don’t like blood (except on screen anyway) and destruction.  You don’t have to be an historical expert to know that revolution is never clean and pretty.

Are there those who are taking advantage of the chaos for their personal gain?  Of course.  Looters will loot, criminals in training will steal and plunder, and special interest groups of all types will find something in it to prove their points.  No revolution is a feel-good movie with the good triumphing over the bad and a happy ending.  Is America on the cusp of a revolution?

Those of us who lived through the 60s and marched for peace and civil rights thought that time had passed. Looking back, I now realize we were merely appeased.  Most of us went back to our lives and became part of the whole fabric of society.  We became “liberals” who voted, donated, taught our children well, and became self-satisfied and smug.  My reality, even in the bad times (lots of bad times!) was always white privilege.  Not having to fight for everything leads one to forget that others have never stopped. 

In my workplace, race issues have popped up from time to time.  I know my African American co-workers see their peers and our patients differently than I do.  As a Social Worker, I try to keep my eyes open and suspend innate prejudice, but let’s face it, I’m still white.  When these issues have been addressed, the managers I work with always deny that racism exists within their walls.  The African Americans are not fooled by this.  But, up until now, everyone has remained quiet.  Maybe enough is really and finally enough.

Yes, the Revolution will be televised this time.  And because of this, seeing racism, hatred, abuse and murder right in front of our eyes, has actually started the impending revolution.  Maybe.  Most of us living today have never seen a lynching.  But we know that in this part of the country lynchings were public entertainment, children included.  I am at least somewhat gratified that people who have previously been quiet are speaking up about the 21st century lynchings and are clearly not amused.  Sadly, I now there are still those (probably within shouting distance) that are gratified to see black men murdered and others who blame “outside agitation”(I never thought I would hear that crap again).

I’m not sure if I need to be out on the streets again—but not ruling it out.  Protests here have been peaceful and inspiring and I think everyone who has kept their beliefs in the closet open the door and at the very least, speak your piece!  And let us all hope and pray (if you pray) that no more names are added to this already too long list of murders.

Sunday, April 5, 2020

The Man in the Mirror

 
 
                                 

It's hard to really grasp this "new normal" we are living in but I know my perception of many things has altered dramatically.  I wonder if we'll ever see things the same after this or if the entire world will be permanently altered.  I know I feel uncomfortable any time I see people without masks.  My "personal space" is now greater than 6 feet and I avert my head instead of making eye contact with strangers.  I am automatically enraged when I see people who are not taking this seriously.

 I also am totally befuddled by arch conservatives that suddenly think it's good to give free food, medicine and medical care for everyone.  How can that possibly be ok now when it wasn't before?  Yes, the numbers of people involved in this crisis is rising daily, but there are people who have been living with personal crises for years (e.g., all the patients I see every day) and no one is in a rush to help them with anything.  In fact, to get help with anything is a bureaucratic nightmare and the length of time it takes is all too often longer than their life span. 
So far I had one blow up at work and one in the grocery store.  It's probably better for my blood pressure if I do stay home.  Is anger better than fear?  Interestingly, so many of my patients are not at all afraid.  Is it lack of awareness or just another day in the life of someone whose life has been on the edge for a very long time.  Maybe some combination of the two.

The grocery store incident heightened my awareness of people whose lives are put on the line just to earn their minimum wage or slightly higher salaries.  Even bonuses aren't going to matter in the long run if they are being exposed to this virus every day.  I was told by the grocery manager that "masks are optional"; to me that is a blatant disregard for the health of others.  The biggest fear should not be your personal risk, but the risk at which you are placing others.  Exposure to COVID-19 is like dropping a pebble into water and watching the increasing circle and ripples that it causes. 

We are seeing, first hand, what happens in a greed-center, corporate government.  We have a "leader" who is so narcissistic that when he looks at the world in front of him he only sees a mirror.  He doesn't need a mask because he is impervious to the needs of others.  He must also be a hypnotist because he convinces others that he cares and they completely ignore that he contradicts himself from one sentence to the next.  Surely anyone who is not in a trance would see that?

MAGA is over.  We are a nation sinking into third world status(just ask Norway).  The longer the crisis continues the less likely we can predict what our country will look like on the other side.  The president may not wake up like Scrooge after his visitations and be changed, but some of us may see an opportunity to do better.